THE DIRTY ARMY: Nik, I’m really ashamed of myself and have no one to turn to. Last night I was watching Toddlers and Tiaras recording with my wife because we are having a baby in 3 weeks. We always watch the show to make sure she doesn’t end up trying to do something crazy like this with our daughter when she arrives. Lately I have developed a very strong attraction for Alaska, she is one of the girls on the show. And what I did after my wife passed out is beyond me and I still can’t shake it out of my head. I pushed pause and masturbated to freeze frames of Alaska, and I really enjoyed it and now I don’t know what to do with this guilt. Personally I blame the people at TLC for ruining my life… So Nik, what do I do now, do I tell my wife? Do I go see a counselor? Because I’m scared I will do it again. PLEASE I need help!
Don’t tell anyone. You will lose everything.- nik