What The Hell Do I Do Now

June 21, 2012 Scottsdale, The Dirty, UCLA 39 9,438 Views


THE DIRTY ARMY: Nik, I met my husband when we were both freshman in high school at the young age of 14.  It was love at first site, we have never broken up or cheated on each other or anything.  We got married right after high school and both attended UCLA where he was an All-American linebacker.  We always knew he would be in the NFL and life would be peachy once he got drafted.  Senior year he got a knee injury and became hooked on painkillers and never recovered from the injury.  Now I love him unconditionally and would never leave his side… but 2 months ago, he got the genius idea that he is going to be a rapper.  Since then, I’ve been questioning my life everyday.  All he does, is smoke weed and drink alcohol all day long with his black rapper friends at their studio.  He has never smoked weed or liked drinking, so I asked him why he is doing this?  And he tells me he is doing it so he can become the rapper superstar he knows he will be.  He is wearing his hat sideways, talking like a black guy and says the “N” word more than anything… I can’t take it… I’ve asked him to stop with this and he looks at me like I’m crazy and that he is going to succeed somehow in the rap game?  like WTF.  Nik, any help here?  Cause I’m not leaving him.

Leave him.- nik