THE DIRTY ARMY: Nik, read the post about the guy bitching that his sister had to drink her own pee to became part of a sorority… well that is pure BS… and nothing compared to what I and some of my fellow brothers have had to do. I was designated my freshman year to please our chapter leader who is fully gay… Trust me I didn’t want to do it, but once I refused and my bothers started talking to me less and letting me participate in events… I really had no choice, my older brother was in our frat and I had to keep the family tradition going by staying committed to it. The first time I had to suck his Greg was the worst. 3 years out of the Frat and I’m struggling with my sexuality and identity. I can’t have sex with my girlfriend without having images in my mind of me hooking up with a man. Totally f*cked me up and I wish I never did that for approval. Real friends don’t make you do gay sh*t. Drinking my own pee… I wish.
When I pledged Sigma Pi at Cal State Fullerton they made me (all the pledges) pull down my pants and show my Greg to everyone “brothers” in the house. We all had to pick a partner and look at there penis for 5 minutes without flinching. If you were caught flinching you had to get on your knees and lick your pledge brothers Greg. I was lucky enough not to flinch but a lot of my buddies had to lick. It was kind of weird the next day knowing that some of your pledges brothers had their penises licked and vice versa. But we were brainwashed into thinking it brought us “closer” together as “brothers”. So I get where you are coming from.- nik