THE DIRTY ARMY: Nik, I just want some advice from you and DA. I’ve been reading n giving some advices over the years now for the DA. This is not a fake story so pipe down! I really need your opinions. I’ve been dating (I don’t even know what to call it) this guy, but he’s 3000miles away. You could say that I’m in love with him. He’s just my kind of man or maybe I’m in love with the fantasy that we will be together someday coz I’ve never really settled down to any guy around me. Yes, we’re humping other people and we talk about it with each other and having a laugh. I can tell that we’re both commitment phobias. We’ve been playing this f*cked up game almost 3 years, never met this guy before but we Skype almost every night. I’ve never felt this strong connection to a guy around me. We’re just too perfect for each other.
It’s always like this.. I distance myself from him but he will do anything in his power to get me melt down n fall in love all over again, saying nice things and beautiful promises even demand some sort of commitment but once I fell right through his trap he starts to distance himself from me, every time, I’m so tired I don’t even know what to do anymore. So Nik, the question is should I burry him alive and never talk to him again and find the right guy around me or should I hold on to the thought that me and him will be together forever one day? I know it sounds cheesy but help me please. After all I’m a girl I feel insecure sometimes.. Is this all for real?
Skyping and all that bullsh*t is not a real relationship. If you can’t use all your 5 senses with a man then it’s NOT REAL.- nik