THE DIRTY ARMY: Nik, I’m sorry that I didn’t post any details, but this is embarrassing for me, and while I don’t give a sh*t about my parents reputation, I don’t want do bring any shame to the rest of my family. I was born to unstable euro trash with severe mental and personality disorders, both are narcissistic sociopaths, my father is a degenerate sex addict, and my mother is bipolar and suffers from compulsive shopping and hoarding.(both of my parents ironically came from very loving and stable households). The only reason they got married and had a kid was to maintain appearances and they regret their decision ever since (they themselves told me this) the only reason that either of them stay together is cause they have a agreement to never question or alter each others vices or bad behaviors. Since I was born my mother treated me with abuse and cruelty and my father as if I didn’t exist or with disdain (not once since I was born did I ever hear him say or do anything positive with me unless forced to and even then with extreme displeasure). My parents had incredible luck and fortune in life that they squandered on drugs, whores and useless sh*t, all the while treating me like nothing (I sh*t you not, they literally cared for and spent more on the goddamn cat). The only reason they even kept me was to use as a tool to ask money from their own parents (I never benefited of a dime) and once they ran that well dry they tried to pawn me off. Am I wrong for despising them Nik?
Are you going to change the pattern or are you going to sit here and bitch? You sound like your parents…stop blaming and go create a real life for yourself.- nik