THE DIRTY ARMY: who better to entertain an old journalist with a new story then the shard queen of the gutter. Upon meeting this derelict, i knew the story was shallow. kiddy pool shallow. like any bottom feeder, the bait was of insignificant value. she showed no promise for a journalist whom desperately seeks the story that one report that will turn rags to riches. I could not believe upon getting to know this predator of meth how uninteresting and shallow she is. no skills. no hobbies. no education. just a sixth sense to follow all men or women who have enough mth and a spare needle at their disposal. the only cost she has paid for any of the meth shot into her arm: her soul. i spent several months tangled into her mindless and simple, “scratch the surface, uncover deceit” style of lies and story telling. basically, she thinks of herself as a kingpin in the meth trade… actuality, she has fucked her way to the middle-man of the trade. she has garnered no respect from these men. if only she knew what is said about her behind closed doors from her peers, she would maybe then stop thinking so highly of herself and maybe perhaps fulfill her adult responsibilities, such as: find a job, a home, TAKE CARE OF HER BROOD. whom she once in a while brings up as sympathy, but never once in the time I’ve spent with her actually made any effort to so much as speak to on the phone. i always ask the questions people do not want to answer… but here are a few questions/answers I’ve had recorded or made through text messages to uncover what is really thought about her. very little good was said. she may have had two actual friends in the bunch. one of which is a friend of mine. he refused to say any personal details. he too was blinded and made to think she wanted more out of him then the material and shards he had. “i put almost a stack into trying to get a lawyer to work her custody case. she didnt show up to meet with him. didnt call him. didnt show any interest.” ~ my friend whom interested me enough with his story to start a journal about the new orleans meth amphetamine scene. 9/10 people say she just follows the guy who gives her m(th. 7/10 men i have asked have claimed to have had sex with her. she of course denies it, but further investigating proves she may be falsifying information to keep up the illusion that she is more than just a common succubus. if you are able to even feel love or express it to those who are more than just superficial friends with drugs. then seek out the ones you hurt and spend the rest of your life apologizing for hurting them by showing you love and care for them. enough is enough. get your soul back. there are several people who once loved and cared about you… get them back.