

THE DIRTY ARMY: nik I worked at a bar as a swerver in downtown windsor where i interacted with alot of people, this group of guys became regulars and always asked where a good spot to hang out was, so a few times a couple of my staff members and i went to local bars after our shifts with these regulars, soon we became msn chat buddies and what not, soon after my friend started dating one of these guys, so we all make plans to go out to the club but my friends had to work so a couple of the guys said well we should pre drink at our place first and pick the other girls up after their done their shift to go out, stupid me thought it would be ok, i took a cab to their broke down apt and when i got there i had two shots of tequila i had bought, i went to the washroom and came out to find a shot already poured out for me, soon after that i became very dizzy and nautious! Ben Miller said just go lay on my bed you will be ok, I wanted to leave but he refused to let me, so i tried to go out the door staggering to find him pulling me back in the door and putting me on the bed, next thing i knew he woke me up in a panic saying the police were on the way because the neighbors heard me screaming that i better tell them that i was just wasted, i passed back out and a police officer woke me up asking me if i was ok, i was so out of it i just passed back out, i woke up after 2 am and i had to go to the washroom to throw up, when i came out of the room there was more guys there and the one commented how messed up my hair looked, i noticed my pants were undone, my jewelley was off, my sweater, all i wanted to do was leave but they wouldnt let me, after a few hours they finally said i could call a cab, i remember just dry heaving, i couldnt throw up anything, i was so dizzy, I have drank alot before and never in my life had i felt the way i did, when i got home i hugged the toilet trying to get sick, dry heaving early into the morning, i took a shower and finally went to sleep, i told my mom what had happened and she said it sounded like i was sexually assaulted, i went to the hospital and told the nurses what had happened, they said because it had been more than twelve hours and i had taken a shower there was nothing they could do for me, i dont know what happened that night to me, but on my camera i had pictures of ben holding me up straddling him, me passed on the floor with half my clothes off, i was so embarrassed and ashamed that i deleted the pictures, Its sad to not know what happened to me, but i do know that i never gave him the impression that i would ever engage in any activity with him or his friends, please let this be a warning to everyone not to trust anyone, I trully believe in my heart that this scum bag violated me that night, why else would he not have let me leave and the neighbors heard me screaming, heres some pics i found, he has sinced moved out of windsor all the way to calgary.. be careful out there
He really splurges on artwork doesn’t he..- nik