THE DIRTY ARMY: Nik, I truly screwed up. My husband is a very successful professional athlete and we have been married for 6 years. He has cheated on me with this girl who I found out about because of your website, he loves borderline fat girls with huge boobs and huge fake butts. So instead of leaving him, I have forgave him and in the past year managed to get myself some 800cc +2’s and more injections in my butt than I can count. I went from being 5’3 110 pounds, to now being 5’3 155 pounds, I’m disgusted with myself and the way I look. Its so hard to sit down and I feel like fat is sticking out everywhere now. My husband loved it for a month or 2 but now is back to his same old game, cheating and not answering his phone all the while he is with one of his mistresses, probably BMD. I can’t leave him because he supports us and we have 2 kids. If I did leave him I’d be a single mom who could only attract other black athletes. I don’t want that, I want a normal office white man so I can remove my chest and butt. I want myself back. Why are guys so stupid?

Sounds like you are the stupid one. Your husband knows he can get away with murder because he pays for your life.- nik