Hear me out, Nik! I’m not a junkie douchebag anymore!

Hear me out, Nik! I’m not a junkie douchebag anymore!

THE DIRTY ARMY:  Nik, I showed up in the dirty back in October 2014. I was a manipulative junkie and I ended up here when my girlfriend at the time decided to write a post about me. I was a selfish and at times, cruel drug addict and back then all I touched turned to sh*t. I destroyed my life and I hurt a lot of people I cared about. I didn’t reach rock bottom until February 2015. When I did I was mostly alone and I was 108 pounds, weak and my mental health had been ravaged by the drugs. I managed to recover and through it, I realized that it was me who was to blame for it all.

I had to take responsibility and make an effort to change and from there, I needed to make amends with myself and the world. A few years have passed since then. I’m living on the other side of the country and I’ve been clean for almost three years now. I attend counselling regularly, and I have a job that I love and a wonderful lady by my side. I no longer behave the way I did back then.

I don’t blame her for putting me on here. Back then I was a manipulative junkie and I put her through hell. I know that I was wrong, no one deserves to be taken advantage of. I am truly sorry to everyone I hurt through my addiction, and I know I can’t take back the awful things I said and did. But what I can do, is make sure it never happens again.

Nik, I understand if you don’t want to remove it for whatever reason, but I ask that you consider removing it because that person doesn’t exist anymore. That lying junkie fool is dead and he will never rise again to hurt anyone ever again. I don’t ever want to be that pathetic or cruel again in my life. I still deal with the reality of it to this day. Often in my daily life people ask about the post, if it’s true and if it’s me, and I have to tell them. I’ve been refused jobs, I’ve had potential friends write me off, family disown me, and strangers mock me.

I had no idea that something like a post on thedirty could have such a lasting negative effect on the rest of my continued life. Nik, it’s been a long time since October 2014. Please consider removing the post so I can finally put that junkie prick to rest. He almost killed me and destroyed my life. He left me friendless and alone. Please help me put my past behind me. Thank you for your time, Donovan MacLeod.

Donovan, did you apologize to the woman who submitted you, the woman you put through hell. I need to know you said sorry to her face. Not some post, not some phone call or text. A real hug with real closure. Please report back.- nik


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  1. Donovan MacLeodNovember 1, 2018 at 9:39 AM

    i wrote this a while earlier, but I think I must have forgot to press send or something.
    me and the person who wrote the post on thedirty about me have long since made peace and gone our separate ways. would you please delete the post, as it’s really outdated and unnecessary.
    I really just don’t understand how this serves a purpose anymore other then to make past things feel eternally current, I know I made mistakes, but in no way does anybody deserve to have their mistakes strewn out for the whole world to see. I’ve spoken with the person who wrote this about me, we BOTH had a lot to own up to, and it wasn’t just me who ended up apologizing. we both made some pretty selfish and hurtful choices back then and we’ve since put it to rest and made steps towards being better, healthier people.

    Nik, I don’t know you- and you, other than the post on your site, don’t know me.
    I’m not going to tell you i’ll ‘call the cops’ or, ‘press charges’ – because I’ve seen where that gets people. nowhere. you just post the emails they send in to you for people to see and mock.
    I don’t really wish to be mocked. I just want to be able to put this behind me forever and move on. this is a very innacurate representation of my character.

    this is probably the last time I’ll try and leave a comment here… if it doesn’t show up, then I know it was rejected, or you just don’t really want to take it down. I can’t say I’ll understand if you don’t.

    But either way, thanks for your time.

  2. LonnieFebruary 16, 2018 at 7:13 PM

    Maybe delete the original post, but repost the picture for wearing a vest as a compromise?

  3. Red HulkFebruary 16, 2018 at 8:38 AM

    Good Job Buddy. Keep up the good work

  4. NobodyFebruary 15, 2018 at 11:10 PM

    Nah, leave it up to remind him of the person he once was, and could easily become yet again if he relapses. One can never escape their past completely.

  5. hackthedirtyFebruary 15, 2018 at 10:37 PM

    Guess the dirty is back to its old ways ruining lives and being pathetic thriving off of ppls misfortunes. Thought after the last hack it would stop, guess not. I see another hack coming up. Thought you learned your lesson the last hack . Nik karma will get you again and again.

    • Georgia97February 16, 2018 at 7:32 AM

      Yet, here you are continuing to read the site and giving it more clicks. Cast stones in a glass house, do you?

    • Nik RichieFebruary 16, 2018 at 7:03 AM

      No idea what you are talking about. Stop assuming because you want to help junkies.

  6. GregFebruary 15, 2018 at 9:58 PM

    Nik, that girl is either working the streets, dead or she cleaned up and made something of herself. If she cleaned up and she was your sister would you want this creepy guy seeking her out to give her a hug?

  7. Hoe DetectiveFebruary 15, 2018 at 9:05 PM

    Nik your last year is so predictable. You’re going to post tons of removal posts to clear your name and conscious.

    Just like when you went TMZ and came back. Congrats on you’re success but you are as easy to read through as the hookers that get posted.

    Enjoy you’re retirement.

    • Nik RichieFebruary 16, 2018 at 7:06 AM

      I don’t have a conscious, but thank you.

      • Georgia97February 16, 2018 at 7:31 AM

        Or a conscience.

  8. LotusXTCFebruary 15, 2018 at 7:36 PM

    I beseech you to delete his post… In the name of his future child! Dont make his unborn.. unprocreated child see that his father was trash. I beseech you Hooman…. for the sake of Hoomanity.. delete his post! for his child.. for his unborn child.

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